Just Like That

 My little bean...

At 15 weeks, your daddy and I finally got to see you. Of course your Gigi (my mom, unsure why she picked that for a name) was on FaceTime getting to experience the special moment with us as well. 

Before the appointment, I can’t even describe how nervous I was. So much anxiety, thinking about everything that could be wrong. I even told your Gigi, what if you weren’t even in there? I was so on edge waiting to see you. 

But then the nurse took out that magic wand and there you were. The amazement, the joy, but the biggest piece was the relief. There you were. An actual baby growing in my belly. You were just one big ball of energy and it was amazing to see. The best part was you constantly giving your butt to the nurse, making it such a pain to actually see you and make sure you were growing as you should. 

So far, you are right on schedule and healthy as can be. The nurse was even confident enough to say you may be a little girl. Which of course is exactly what I wanted. I love the idea of your daddy being over powered by nothing but females in the house. 

The goal, before you get here, be moved into a new place. Where you can have the cutest room. Now that I have seen you, I want to give you the best possible life I can. One that i didn’t have growing up. I didn’t have a bad childhood by any means. If the time is ever right, I may go into detail about how I always thought it was bad. 

I think that’s all for now. 

I see you next on October 19th to double check everything.

I’ll love you forever

I’ll like you for always

As long as I’m living

My baby you’ll be